Yes, thesis time had passed in the beginning of this year, it's a moment when I feel so free. Then job seeking moment really really made me crazy. I felt depressed and being in the lowest situation. I was embarrassed with my life, didn't dare to come out gathering with some friends. Well lucky that time had gone, at the end of this year I got a job I like, it's a moment when I feel so relieved. Those are not the only problems of my life. Trust me, there are many, and complicated. Even in this time, when I've already been in Singapore, when I'm writing this
Anyhooo, my traveling life starts here! Yez, who's not dreaming of traveling around the world, huh?! Everyone's drooling it. For next year, I've already spotted some leave times and planned to go some places in
But it leads me to other fantasy (hope not the dirty one), him. LDR
Owkey then, I want to try again next year, living happily no matter what. Sometimes I think I never let my self happy. Like when good news comes, I'm searching for another reason to be worried about. Because, life is up and down right?! I'm afraid this is my up time and soon I will be down again. That's why my mind keeps telling me, "this is not your happy time, there's another moment you will be happier, just hang on don't be happy right now okay, there's still another one coming." Then when will I be happy?